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to argue or not to…

June 26, 2007
It’s been a year na nagstop ako sending forwarded messages to my groups, and it talks about my belief. Lately, one of my college friends and ygroup member gave his opinion regarding with my signature message in my e-mail.
 Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent. Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent. Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil? Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God? -EPICURUS-

And the debate started.

He pointed out to me that he was offended by that statement and it ridiculed his belief and also his God. So, he gave me a lot of points. I gave mine. And the argument started.

In every mails that I received from him, he was clearly pointing me out that he was really offended by that statement. For me, as I’ve said before and mailed it to him, I don’t understand why? It’s only a question and he need not to point his side to me (somehow, i liked it). If that statement ridiculed his belief, he was just missing the real thing. Come to think of it, that statement derives from the holy book of bible: “I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things. (Isaiah 45:7 of KJV), so the philosopher Epicurus gave his meaningful question. And for me, an Omniscient, Omnipotent being and a loving father will not create evil in his paradise with whom his loving children lives. If His children prays and asks for His security from evil, wouldn’t that be harsh and ‘papansin’ description of God? Gagawa-gawa siya ng kasamaan tapos gusto niya magdasal sa kanya ang tao.

Well anyways, I am still working for my response and I’m kinda busy with some mails I am receiving… I guess tonight I will be sending my response to him.

And I’m not looking for any fight with him, it’s a healthy conversation and I think we are enjoying… Learning I guess….

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aral ng aral.. ayoko na!!!!!

June 24, 2007

For the past few days after ng June NLE, nagsisimula na akong magbasa ng libro. Sa una gaganahan ka kasi nandun ung eagerness eh, nampucha pag medyo nangangalahati ka na ng libro dun na nagsisimula ang katamaran. Binabasa ko ngaun ung DOH, ung revised edition, sobra daming nagbago compare sa lumang libro at promise nakakatamad siyang basahin. Medyo nakakapressure na nga dahil december ako magttake ng NLE at maraming mata ang nakatingin sayo at umaasa na papasa ka kasi napaghandaan mo. Ang tanong eh, ako ba ay naghahanda? mukhang aasa na naman ako sa review center ha… At eto pa ang nakakapressure sabi ng isa kong kaibigan na mag-top ka ha, para naman may magtop sa barkada natin.. haay di ko nlang siya pinapansin..
mahirap tlga pag wala kang inspiration to work hard.. parents, pwede pero nandun ung kaba eh kasi expectation ang ibabato nila sau instead na itaas ang self-esteem mo.. haayyy, di naman vocal sila mama about sa expectation nila pero ramdam un eh. Pag kausap ang mga kumare niyang may anak na nursing.. haayy, buhay!

ayoko naman sumuko, try ko nlang ung best ko for the exam..

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NLE??? my goodness…

June 9, 2007

wooo… it’s been a long time since my last post here.. i’ve been busy for the past few months because of hectic schedule of preparing and reviewing for the upcoming nurse licensure exam and it will be tomorrow… gosh, time flies… For the past few weeks i have been thinking and asking suggestions from my friends whether i should take this june board exam. I am having trouble whether shall i or shall i not… maybe i am experiencing this kind of ‘troubleness’ because i am not satisfied with the result of my exams given by the review center which i happened to be enrolled.. and the fact that some information were not totally discussed… grrr… fuck!!
i know some will say that i should be a risk-taker because not all who passed the exams were totally and completely knew all those informations.. i have some idea that some answers wil be merely a guess, and if i size myself 50% will be totally like a ‘guessing game’ for me. i idolized my friends for taking the exam, they were brave enough to face the chance of being successful or a failure.. and to tell you the truth it’s not my forte to take risks… might as well be prepared… eventhough i fail i know that i did my best not because i take the risk and think like “bahala na”..

Some of my friends were praying hardly to be able to guide them during exam. i think it’s pointless to ask for His guidance and to help and pray to Him to pass the exam… all students who will be taking the exam were also praying.. kahit nga magulang nila eh… if that so, anong basis Niya para ipasa ka niya? ok, let’s face the truth not all students ay maipapasa ang exam this June… that’s ridiculous.. kaya nga parang lumalabas eh palakasan nlang sa kanya which i think it’s kinda harsh for students who were really praying hard.. i respect my friends for being religious at this time, obviously they need support.. I’m not being rude to them but i think it’s kinda funny when some of them travel a long long way just to visit Manaoag at Pangasinan. They went there just to pray and ask guidance, shush, i can’t see the point… why not pray here… there are churches here that welcomes anyone.. if a church is a house of God then He is present in any churches so you might as well pray at any churches, duh!! Well, it’s their belief that i can’t understand…

6 months from now, i’ll be taking my december NLE… hopefully i’ll pass the exam.. After that major depression i had because of the pre-board examination we have taken which is unsatisfiable.. hopefully i made a right decision and face my success this december 2007… haayyy…

and for all those who will take the june NLE which is tomorrow… you can do it!! do your best..

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post holiday extravaganza… ^_^

December 31, 2006

Christmas is over and new year is coming… ang daming pangyayari buhat ng matapos ang christmas season, medyo wala ngang excitement eh parang ordinary day lang at may nakikita ka lang na taong gustong magcelebrate.. siguro kaya hindi ko ma-feel ung pasko kasi ang pasko kasi pangbata lang… well, mas kapansin-pansin kasi na ang mga bata ang maxiadong nag-eenjoy. matanda na kasi eh… haayyy… sa mga party ng mga kaibigan ko nlang ako bumabawi para maging masaya..
right after christmas day nagcelebrate ung C2 and friends para magkaroon ng christmas party.. nagkaroon ng exchange gift at nagdala each of us ng food for our potluck.. masaya kasi minsan lang eh… at mas masaya kasi nagkaroon ng exhange gift… minsan lang ako tlga makakuha ng gift tuwing christmas at tuwang-tuwa na tlga ako pag may nakuha na ako kahit ano pang gift yan… hehe.. tapos naisip nung iba na magcomedy bar after at sa sitcom sa LP.. first time kong makapasok dun sa comedy bar na un kasi madalas kami sa malalayo kasama ung mga balikbayan kong pinsan.. at siyempre ung the best na ung pwede kong maihain sa kanila at diko kasi alam dyan sa sitcom kung kelan maayos ang mga guests… hayyy kakaupo ko pa lang at di pa nga kami nakakaorder at napansin agad ako tulad nga ng sinabi kong friend na girl “naawardan” daw ako agad… haha… laugh trip tlga un… nweiz some of their (cross-dresser entertainer) jokes ay bago at ung iba ay narinig ko na sa ibang comedy bar… medyo kumita na kasi sa akin un… at tlgang tinapos namin ang show at un after eh nagbaywalk pa… haha… pampaubos ng time tlga eh..

hindi na nga ako nakaattend ng xmas party ng INTEG eh sayang tlga… huhuhu kahit marami kau sayang ung presence ko dun… huhuhu… kasi naman eh… natamad na ako dahil sakit ng katawan ko…

nakapanuod na rin ako ng isa sa mga MMFF entries… hehe maganda ung KKK… un palang ung maganda kong napanuod… next ung ZZZ ze moveeh.. haha… nakakatuwa ung title eh.. maganda ung effects niya talo pa kaya ung EK3.. haayyy… okay rin ung SRR8… okay ung last episode kaso ganon pa rin bitin pa rin… hayyy…

ngaung matatapos na ang holiday balik skwela na ulet.. hayyy… toxic mode ulet.. hayyy

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darn… di ko sinasadya….

December 20, 2006

Akon - Sorry Blame It On Me(1)

arrgghh… i’m so confused.. matatapos na sana ang araw na ito yet may problema naman dumating… i dont even know kung masama ba ung ginawa ko or nothing to that effect. lalo na’t ng tanungin ko siya via text kung galit ba siya sa akin… at voila walang reply.. before naman mangyari un nagYYM pa kami… laugh trip at kwentuhan… at di ko alam na after nun eh pwedeng mauwi sa tampuhan.. and i’m very very sad..

the thing is.. natatawa lang ako sa mga nagtatago ng mga blog nila… considering na they told us na may ‘unseen’ blog sila aside from their blog na nababasa namin freely… two of my friends ay ganun… at ung isa na nagtampo sa akin eh pinalitan ung site name ng kanyang blog… i dont know what’s their reason to hide their blogs to us.. CONSIDERING na magkakaibigan kami.. kung ang point nila eh thru their unseen blogs eh dun nila maeexpress ung kabitteran at kaasiman nila to others.. uhmmm i dont see their point.. besides blog on net is supposedly mababasa at mababasa yan ng kahit sino.. kaya nga may comment sa baba eh to leave a comment by the visitor… uhmmm pag nagcreate ka ng blog face the consequences na mababasa yan ng mga tao na kilala mo or hindi mo kilala; besides it’s your idea, it’s your feelings, it’s your emotion… kung natatakot ka na baka maramdaman namin na ang asim mo naman for me is ‘I don’t give a damn shit’ blog mo yan eh, freedom mo yan… di ko pa naririnig ang sarili ko pag magkakasama kami na sasabihin eh “alam mo ang asim ng blog mo, nabasa ko un ha…” i only leave on their tag-board about their kaasiman and that’s it…

back to him… i was just trying to locate his blog and my other two friends blogs… accidentally, i found his blog.. kundi ba naman ako tanga at sinabi ko pa sa kanya na nahanap ko ung blog niya… haayyy as if naman contest un ng paunahan mahanap ang blog niya.. sa totoo lang… i love to read others blog.. siguro it teaches me on a new experience dahil sa kanilang na-experience like life problems and so forth and now it seems na “WAG KANG MATUTO BECAUSE OF THEIR EXPERIENCES, MATUTO KA KASI NARANASAN MO NA”… siguro ganon na nga ngaun..

feeling ko ang sama sama ko… yet at the back of my mind wala naman akong ginawang masama… na-feel ko na, kasi may nasaktan na.. na-feel ko na kasi walang reply…

i dont know kung magiging okay lang ako about dun.. and i dont even know if i’m still allowed to see other’s blog especially my friends’ blogs…

i am very sorry… i didn’t mean it…

i am truly very sorry..

 

 

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